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dollcd 39T
823 posts
7/6/2022 7:56 am
What is it about this????


What is it about this lifestyle that pulls you back? Every time I go through a phase that feels like the lifestyle is pulling away from me it grabs hold of me and jerks me back.

It’s not as if I plan on the lifestyle moving away from me, it’s just sometimes life happens. It’s just amazing that when life starts to get back to a normal cadence it’s when this lifestyle jerks you back.

Kisses

Courtney

dollcd 39T
415 posts
7/6/2022 7:56 am

??????


rondiri 65M
11105 posts
7/6/2022 9:23 am

It's part of me. I may have left to raise my daughter away from it, but I knew I'd be back eventually. I can't imagine drifting away from it. I had to make the conscious choice.


jenny14 75T  
90258 posts
7/6/2022 9:23 am

courtney

I think it is just the way we are and we cannot change!

A life spent making mistakes is not only more honorable, but more useful than a life spent doing nothing. George Bernard Shaw

Jenny


drmgirl622 68F  
25999 posts
7/6/2022 9:26 am

It is something deep inside that can't be ignored.


ARomanticSadist 54M
1300 posts
7/6/2022 10:07 am

This is my only point of contact I have with this in my life.
Covid did no one any favors, but I started to lose touch with it all some years before that.
I have not encountered anyone that wants me to be a part of their life in kink, but I am at peace with it. I had some fun times in the past, and as long as I can look back in fondness, it will be enough for me.


Gowron 69M
3095 posts
7/7/2022 6:05 am

It isn't a choice or an option.
It's who you are.
At most, you can decide to ignore your desires.
But they'll remain there.


dollcd replies on 7/7/2022 2:19 pm:
Well said and probably hits the nail on the head as to why I feel this way.


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