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Everything is connected with everything, everything is a form of energy

I really have no idea,
Posted:Apr 3, 2024 11:25 am
Last Updated:Jul 28, 2024 3:50 pm
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I really have no idea, why some people think, they can lie to me, about things that are easily proven otherwise?

Do they think, i as a woman are half brain death?
Or dont have my facts checked out?

i really dont understand this behaviour of some men....

I have these friends, a heterosexual couple, living in North Portugal

We exchange messages about what is going on in their and mine life....

All is good.
Then, all of the sudden, he starts telling me how i have to ride to South France?
What IS he thinking?

Does he really think, i did not think this through, did not get all the info i needed and wanted to make a good decent decision??

Do i give of this vibe about being stupid and not able to decied for myself, what is best, for me?

I really dont get this.
Do they really think that i am sooo gulleble?

I dont get it, at all?
This other person, too, we exchange messages, and all of the sudden, without me giving any indication that i am in for this proposal,
he decides something, wich i totally dont agree with!
We did not even discussed this, at all!?
Not asking me, nothing??

I must give off some real strange vibes when people, and especially men, think they can make decisions for me, while i did not even asked for advise??

Do all men, think, deep down in their hearts that all women are not capable of making decisions on their own?

How could we, as wimmins, ever have survived, with the UNWANTED "help" from the penis wearing kind....?

You could say, those guys and i are defenitily not on the same page, anyway!!

Thunderstruck....

I have this other friend, he is a former dominant, he knów me, he knows how i think, how things work for me,
he is capable of giving very sound advise, and lets me know, he thinks in the same brain wave as i do..

it is great to talk with him, our conversation really, really flows!
he gives me good ideas and i him.
It is great fun.

I really have no idea, what, if anything, is going on in those brains of those other men?!
Can someone, please explain this to me?

I knów, i am not at all without any brain activity, so that could not be the point.
I also knów, that i am rather intelligent and have a rational way of thinking.., analysing things..
So?
What is it!
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An other family member,
Posted:Apr 3, 2024 3:35 am
Last Updated:Apr 4, 2024 6:01 am
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Is terrible sick, is in a very sad state, too
No stamina, way too thinny... does not eat enough....

She was always totally focussed, well i would rather call it obsessed, with her weight...
Allways talking about how much fat she has were....
while in real time she looks like a starvation..... model....

Doing all kind of power training.. just to stay that inmaginary thin.
to overcome her "fat"....
It is, ofcourse, totally a mental act..... state.....

Gets help now.... But i just dont know about that....
For how long, how well that works?

Have been reading up, on the processes, going on to get those persons from who,
to get them to admit their mourderous plans
Get their help to admit that too.

The facts are staggering, and soo terrible down right evil
Doctors, engenieurs, lawyers, people from all kind of education levels,
are collecting evidence, on what was REALLY going on.

One engineer, lost his own ...
is now collecting all kind of medical facts,

They did not want him to look at the medical papers of his own ..
His , wanted to give his heart to science,
They could not use it, it was full of blood clots...

People die in their sleep, because their bodys are under attack from within.
drop death on the street or have multi cancers all over their organs.& brain, backbone..
Have problems with their hearts, blood, or failure of other organs..

That got him suspicious and now he is doing a lot of research to find out.
The horrible true, about those "vaccins".

It is medical gen tech experimenting on the whole world population.
There is still an excess killing going on.

With the knowing of all kind of high on the foodchain folks,
governments, MD's.....
The whole bunch.

Crime against humanity, the human kind..

I hope this family member has the spirit, the power to overcome this...
I doubt it, though....
Knowing, what i know, about this "killer vaccin"...
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It is getting close....
Posted:Mar 31, 2024 11:32 am
Last Updated:Apr 1, 2024 12:51 pm
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To become really serious....

I am almost in the final stage of fulfilling my dream desire.
Have to start sleeping outside, to get use to it...

cook outside too, learn how to make a fire, in more then one way...

with multiple tools, too.
sleeping in my soon to buy tent,

It is still freezing cold, for me, that is, overhere...
So i will wait for just one other month, or two, maybe?
and hopefully it will be a bit more nice temps, for me.

have to prepare the garden, for the tenttobe, to put up, there...
Make room.

I am all excited and a bit anxious, too....
fingers crossed and a new wishbone?
Hahaha, something like that!

There is still a lot to buy, for on the road.
for in the tent, too....

There are really a lot of blogs about people who did what i am planning to do,
Take a hike
but in my case, on the bike! lol

Sooo much info!
It drives me nuts at times!
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All the way, from america,
Posted:Mar 28, 2024 2:09 pm
Last Updated:Mar 30, 2024 1:20 pm
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Great song, by Joan Armetrading.
check her out!

-update- my blog- ? Because of the same nonsense?
About H, G, and.....pfffff... alt! get a hobby!! 😱

All the way, from america,
I get reactions, in my mail box.

Wanting me, to travel to their place,
Where ever that may be?!
I dont get it.

There must be a hell of a lot more women, from the america's.
Wich they can contact.

Much easier, same language, same overall background, hopefully?
Why this Dutch chick?
Is it all for the show?
For the "online" games, sex acts?
Why?
Cant they go to a local , for that?
Are they soo cheap?
Wont pay for it?
And want me, to come fly to their destination?
To get F* cked by a totall stranger?
mind you; no bdsm oriented relation? - No!! Just sex??!

I dont have a death wish?!
If i had one, i can easily get that happening, overhere, in Holland.

#Again, did alt deny me, to post this...
For the obvisious " reason" = h,g, and... youknowwhat...
My,Oh, my_onaisse!!:🥒🌶🥒🌶😝
It is getting boring!!
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How most vanilla men approach me/ women.
Posted:Mar 28, 2024 1:33 pm
Last Updated:Mar 31, 2024 11:24 am
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Always, always!
With their dicks in hand, first.

That is the way, they fly into my mailbox.

Of course, this ia a very big exaggerration...
Allthough....?
Ha!

Especially, now that spring has arrived, at least, in their bloodstream!
Not in nature, yet.
I always, wonder, what in heavens name, is going on, in their brains!?
But maybe there is not enough blood left, in that part of their anatomy...?

There is a distinct difference, in wich A Dominant approaches a woman,
Or how vanilla's / bedroom dominants (?), approach women..

Vanilla's, on here, especially, want to jump right to private mail,
For instance...
Dont have any questions, or only the sexual orientated.
Dont show any geniun interest in #you#, or who #you# are.
Just only are interested in the sexual part of me...

And are very upset, that i dont want to play their games...that i dont answer to their expectation...

This is something i always encountered with bedroom dominant,
I have to jump right into their little sexual fantasy role..
When i did not go that way.
They always became nasty and rude.

What i became to call, their true nature.
Cursing, bad mouthing, name calling

THAT, is something a dominant will never do.
He will say, there is no chemistry...
Or something like that.
No connection,no common ground, to build the trust on...
Or something like that.

NEVER, will a Dominant call a submissive names ( unless they agreed to that, on a much later phase in that contact...)
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Internet!
Posted:Mar 27, 2024 3:49 am
Last Updated:Mar 28, 2024 1:05 pm
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We are all addicted to the w w internet.
What a drama to have no internet, only on my phone....

Give me a sledgehammer anytime over having to install a new modem!!

All those wires, makes me real nervous, afraid of doing something wrong/ stupid.

Well, halejula!! I am back on my laptop...
Now i only have to make a new place to sit, with the laptop,
because i changed the whole living room....
And did not think, of an other place for the laptop!

Gosh!!
bleagh...
give me a sledgehammer anytime over this kind of nonsense..... Sighs....
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The benefits of AI?
Posted:Mar 24, 2024 5:08 am
Last Updated:Mar 27, 2024 3:44 am
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Just lately, i heard this, or read it, somewhere?

That "they"- who ever that may be, in your country,

Wanting to use AI, to find the non vaccin people, so "they" can force! Them, to take the needle...
Democracy?
Free will?
Free choice?

Surveillance society.

In China the camera's all over the place, are soo good, at recognising *you*, that if you dont stop for a red trafic light,
You will loose your credits, your job, every thing.

They make you a outcast.
Surveillance / controle society.

No democratie, anymore.

CBCD, Check it out, before its too late...
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I am furious./ denied? AGAIN?
Posted:Mar 21, 2024 12:52 pm
Last Updated:Mar 23, 2024 10:15 pm
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I have been away, from the workplace, again... fot a week...
Visited there, today, to pick up my extra bike, pay for it.

ALT, alt, alt, are you having a good time?
There is no hate, minor, or talk about weapons, Yeah, now those words are in my blog..... duh!? tiresome....

And go home, so when my sister is staying over, we can go on the bikes, to the forests...
When i entered the workplace, inmediately saw that i had a flat back tire.
Wich is strange, because, friday i did pump some extra air in that back tire...
New tire, too

So, i ask this one staff member,
He first did not react at al, on my qeustioning...
Finally he came to see, what was going on....

Then he told me, yeah, the tire was already flat, on monday...
There where also signs, that someone had "worked" on that tire...

I showed him that.
He, went for the attack, telling me, it was my wrong doing.
PARDON!

Dont play the revers psychology card on me!
I know that game, all to well.

So, i was furious!!
Ofcourse, nobody knows nothing!
Did not see one thing...

I am soo done, with that attitude of the staff.
Somehow, he seem to sense, that he overstepped a line, here,
And offered me a bike to lent

That was not the deal!
If they are not even capable to keep my bike safe.....?
Furious!!
Had to walk back again, it was cold, again, and with my minor hip injury...?
That really hurted like a real MF.
And tomorrow, my hip will be very stiff & painful

So, monday i wil come in, fix the tire, again! And leave.

I am done, working there.
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Internet,
Posted:Mar 19, 2024 9:56 am
Last Updated:Mar 22, 2024 5:28 am
6494 Views

My internet is gone...
Out of order...
So, now, i can only be on here,
By phone...
Have to call the company, i guess...

Such a hassle....

Being in the midst of cleaning my house,
Because family members are coming.

Because, now, i am officially an OLD WOMAN/ WITCH!! 🤣😂
Finally, i made it!!

A friend already came by.
But she is totally not interested in the state of my household!
She looked around, and told me,
I dont see the dirt, your house is clean, what is your problem? 🙃🤪

Women? Crazy folk!! 🤣😂🤣
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Wow, just wow!
Posted:Mar 19, 2024 9:41 am
Last Updated:Mar 21, 2024 12:23 pm
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You wont believe it...
Well, actually you all, WILL believe this.🤣😂

This man writes to me,
All full of himself.

Just asks ONE question...

So, for the sake of it,
( totally NOT taking this serious)
I answer, and, You WILL believe this!!

He, wants to go onto app, right away....
Just after 2 mail exchanges...

Does not ask ONE THING.
All, again, totally full of himself...

I know, i should not give any attention, to such....

BUT, i am always curious, in how they think, ( doubltfull?)
And think, they can get away with this kind of behaviour

There must be one or two women, who really going to travel the world, to get FFF by this totall stranger.
those women must have a rather low selfesteem...or,
Have this hunger for danger games...? ..

So, after that first reaction, i think, i am done, with this person...
It is ALL about s.e.x.... to them.
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