Photos? labia and clitoris?
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Posted:Dec 5, 2024 1:29 pm
Last Updated:Dec 11, 2024 12:17 am 3304 Views
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Ooh i am such a mess with putting photos on here!
Disaster!!
so, i have this new photo, of my clitoris and labia earrings,
Yes! indeed! Há.
I wanted to put in on here, in my writing, but i dont know...
now it is in my albums...
Maybe an other day, i will take some time to put it here.
I am a bit tired, from taking care of my sister, while suffering Winter depression, too = allways very, very tired
She is doing much better now, so i told her, i take a step back, i did what i could during your first year, after that husband died...
Out of necessity, nothing else, for her, because otherwise, i would not know, how she would have been able to handle all what came her way...
she is very, very gratefull... 
I am good, at doing things like that, i can tap into some hidden form of energy and go on, and on. untill the situation is better...
And will collapes afterwards
recovering on my own, again...
So, if you wanne see those very beautifull powerfull earrings,
you have to check my albums.
They are soo nice, so colourfull, i really do love wearing them.
wimmins power!! Há! 
Gonna buy some other ones, too... 
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karma, reincarnation, former lives?
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Posted:Nov 30, 2024 12:37 am
Last Updated:Dec 5, 2024 1:12 pm 6694 Views
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If you dont agree, dont understand, have a closed mind, please refrain from comments, please
there must be more then enough other blogs you do like to read...
This is about MY reality. you dont have to agree.
I knów the thing called reincarnation is a fact
That people dont remember them, is something totally different.
There are stories that little did recall their former lifes... talked about it,
could recall certain specific details.... that the parents could check, and find out, that their was telling them, was a fact, no fantasy.
also, that thing, called near dead experiences is a fact.
So, karma, as far as i understand it, and i nearly dont understand all about it.. 
It is also about a sort of inner knowledge...
Feeling,
The karma wheel is a thing, you, me, everyone has former lives, some good, some not so good, so you go back into the body of that person, to be born again.
To learn.
But what?
to learn?
what? how?
There is this believe, that if you can clean your former karmas,
That sounds strange, doesnt?
you are becoming really free
free to choice if you really want to go through an other incarnation.....
How to clean your karma?
It is said, that chanten seem to do that.
Nicherin Budism, chanten, maybe other forms of chanting, too?
It is, for me, about taking the responsibility for it.
Why is it, that certain people have so much trouble in their lifes?
Why is it, that other people do seem to have so much "luck"...
Why do certain people have to go through so much missery?
and others go through life as if it is a childrens party.
all butterflies and candy?
I am convinced, that has something to do with their karma
There is something to learn in every life..
I would like an open conversation about this topic.....
I dont have all the answers... i am just beginning to understand one micro mini aspect of this all....
and be assured, i will block you, if you behave disrespectfull towards me.
I respect people who say; NO! you only have this one life and thats it!
no responsiblity over your behaviour, acts, thoughts, you just can do, what ever you want, because, you just have this one life.....
sorry, for the language piritans, i always mess life and live up, cant seem to get it!
forgive me, please . 
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sparrowhawk?
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Posted:Nov 29, 2024 11:53 pm
Last Updated:Nov 30, 2024 11:30 am 6765 Views
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i just had put food out, for the birdies.
was back in my kitchen,
was enjoying how they all were very happy, fighting with each other, to get at the best spot to eat and then all of the sudden, i saw this flash of some real strange feathers,
bird of pray feathers...
It was a very small sparrowhawk, it was fást and did get her dinner!
alas, one sparrow less......
After that very sudden, very fast attack, it was very quiet at the feeding place,
no birds at all.
The flight of the sparrowhawk was soo very agile, it was really impressive to see, how it was manuvering through the branches of the pine tree.
Sóo fást, in a flash!
Did not know, sparrowhawks did live in little villages, too?
I only did see them, in the woods, forest, when i am on my bike,....
Never in my own back garden?!
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France, Not the country?
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Posted:Nov 29, 2024 12:22 pm
Last Updated:Dec 8, 2024 3:40 am 7217 Views
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My latest online shopping act,
was from a shop in France.
I like the Country, nature
cant understand the language... or ... ? a bit..
So i get these notifications, in France, ofcourse....
I was looking at the text, try to see if i could recognise some words. in it...
And! I did
withouth translation i got the message.
It was about that that item finally had left the destribution centre and was in transport....
( i did check the translation,later, for sure)
Today i got an other notification, still in France, ofcourse! LOL
and today, i did got the message, without translation!
AM I good? Or whát! LOL 
So, finally i am getting my presents
The order from Peru was the first present in the casa
and this one, from France?
is the latest!!
Strange, dont you think!?
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leaves, rainbows and the robin,
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Posted:Nov 28, 2024 10:06 am
Last Updated:Nov 29, 2024 12:13 pm 8050 Views
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Now the storm is gone, almost all the leaves did come off the oak trees.
They seem to find their way into my front garden, like to clutter the front door, too
So, i am cleaning most of those leaves, this is the second day, already, and since the leaves go everywhere, i also clean a part of my neighbour, because those leaves will end up in my front garden, too.
I feel very good, cleaning this up.
Oak tree leaves make the soil very sour, acidy is the better word, i believe
Cleaning them up is the best thing to do, for your soil.
The sky became very dark and the light was very, very bright, it was a very strange weather phenomenon.....
AND!
All of the sudden, there was a rainbow, there has not been one drop of rain....?
But there it was!
A rainbow
It stayed a very long time!
I love rainbows!
When i finally got inside again, made some tea, and sat watching the birds in my backyard, i saw "my?" robin again!!
It soo much love that bird. it is very small and very fierce.
Just an other day, with some small pleasures.
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Birthday, Sinterklaas & Christmas, all together!
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Posted:Nov 25, 2024 3:30 am
Last Updated:Nov 28, 2024 9:51 am 9943 Views
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I did some online shopping, again....
It was totally necessary, i could not buy this anywhere in a shop!
So, it is my birthday, Sinterklaas (5/6? dec) and Christmas, all over again!
i enjoy it soo much, when those trucks stop at my adress and bring me my presents!!
Makes me sooo happy!
Just like a of 5 years or so.....
When it is about Sinterklaas, overhere in Holland, are allowed to put their shoes by the stove, in the days, before 6 or 5 Decembre....
A long time ago we did have a coal stove......
So, we did put our shoes in front of that stove.
so the Sinterklaas and his pietermen, could, through the chimney, bring us little presents......
Yeah.... right....
The lies grown-ups tell little !!! a disgrace!! HAhAHAHAHHA
Now, most houses have a Central Heating system, no chimney anymore,
so put their shoes in front of the Central heating system
CRAZY~~
I am all excited about getting my presents!!
The stuff i bought!!
this is my second delivery, i have to get yet one other delivery!
Not today, anymore..... ;-( , Maybe Friday?
This way, i get the presents I like, not what somenone else, who does not knów me at all, wants to push onto me......
Presents!!! Yeah!!!
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I told him so,
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Posted:Nov 23, 2024 12:59 pm
Last Updated:Dec 5, 2024 1:34 pm 10556 Views
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This friend of mine,
he bought a house, together with his wife/girlfriend, partner...
It is a real big farm house, in France.
They are working their ass off, to get everything new and shiny.
The house is not even half ready to be lived in, and now already
the whole family wants to come and visit them, during the Christmas holidays.
They have just two rooms, sort of ready, to be able to live in, no central heating,
very old windows, the glass is one plane...
I told him before, this is going to happen, they will think, they are staying at some sort of hotel and you will run around...
All of the sudden those family members forget how to make coffee,
How to clean the place up after their visit
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And will demand a lot!
Family....
He denied it, told me, he could handle it.
Há, he is now already soo stressed out, by repearing rooms that are not even fit to stay in, for the family members who will demand, they can stay at their farm.
They have to put off their original renovation plans, to make room for those family members.....
I witnissed this happening time and time again, during my stay in Spain and Portugal.
I worked on those farms, but the family members visiting them, all demanded
4 * service from their family member.
And that is why i go work on those farm, dont want a place of my own,
dont want all kind of unwanted "family members" all of the sudden, decide
they are my best friends, and stay and eat all my food, drink all my booz,
and leave again!
Nó way in Hell, is that going to happen.
I already had acquaintances, telling me, they will be visiting me, when i start living in Portugal/ SOuth France? Spain?
So i told them, i wont have a house of my own, i am working on those farms.
I will be a live in farm hand, so to speak...
stay in a campervan, maybe...?
that is what i want, there is no room for you, unless you start working on those farms, too.
They really did not understand it and got angry, because they thought they would have a nice place to stay, during the summertime, without having anything to pay for it...
What do i look like?
some cheap , they can A b use?
I really did not like their behaviour at all.
allready demanding, i would spend my time, so they can have a good time...
What is wrong with folks like that?
So, i hope he can manage this family raid.....
I wanted to ask him; You do know, how to say; NO ! dont you?
But i did not want to add to his stress level already.
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Cold,
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Posted:Nov 23, 2024 4:51 am
Last Updated:Nov 24, 2024 3:14 am 10683 Views
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Yeah, we got our first snow, now
It is no fun.
We also have our first frost.and again, very, very cold eastern winds...
Three layers of clothes and still have it sooo cold.
We did not have a spring, not have a summer and now, in autumn, we already have our first snow!!
Cold!!! 
There was a very beautiful sunrise, this moring, the sky was dark and fiercely red an orange!! Sooo very impressive!!
Soooo beautifull!! 
it was great!! Cold too!!!!
i was on my bike, really early, had to be on time, at this shop, otherwise the products i wanted, would be sold out, already!!
I planned on going to that little village, I changed plans, Way tooo cold, i wont surive,
I will faint, from the cold, in the forest....
It is not a very buzzy bicycle path.....
You get the picture?
I will go to the nearest shopping centre, that will be more safe.
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I am back at my own place, again
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Posted:Nov 11, 2024 12:38 pm
Last Updated:Dec 8, 2024 8:04 am 15707 Views
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So, it is soo nice to be at my own place, again.
I am a bit tired, it takes a lot of energy, to keep up.
This winter depression is sucking the living daylight out of me.
Waking up gets me tired, allready.....
So, caring for my sister is heavy now.
She knows this and that is allright.
For this month i dont think, i have to go to her place, anymore
Although we also have a lot of fun, laugh a lot, enjoy each others company, cook together.
And since i dont mind asking the difficult questions, she is very happy with me.
Because she does not dare to start talking about those difficult stuff on her own.
All is good & tired, beyond believe.
She is now in a state that is is going to pick a fight, over stuff
It is rather funny, to see her create an argument
She told me; you are my guinnea pig, i am going to get angry about stuff and going to put my foot down!
I laughed, said; you dont frighten me, at all!
I am not impressed!
So she is in a totall other mood, and i am glad she got there.
It is about time, she is getting real mad!!
We argued the other day, about something not really very important, but i did not understood her arguments.
So i kept asking about it.
Then she really got angry and told me; Because i say so!
It made me laugh, told her; allright, allright, you win!
She laughed too!
Later she apologized about the "argument", i told her,
No, that is not how this works!
You stay by your argument! dont apologize!
Then she got real angry again and told me so!
To me, that is real fun, to see her like that,
As i said before, i iam not impressed.
I am not scared or afraid,
so it is safe for her, to find her way, in all this new territory...
I can only be very proud of her, and her progress....
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Every time,
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Posted:Nov 7, 2024 1:28 am
Last Updated:Nov 8, 2024 1:25 am 17484 Views
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Every time, and time again,
When a population choices a red/ right wing government
Those government always almost have old geezers as the folks who hold the power.
All those old, almost all the old geezers have terribe big personal issues, did not evolve with the ever changing society... stuck in their ways ,of behaviour, thinking.
Everytime again,
Those right wing governments destroy the whole social safety net, for those in this society, world, that are not rich, did not get the right education, did not have the right connection to get .....
You name it.
E-V-E-R-Y T-I-M-E!
I have seen some of those right wing governments destroying that socal safety net, over here in Holland, time and time again.
And since that orange head is brankrupt,
And since the us is that, too, this will be getting real nice. - NOT.
That older gentleman i correspond with, told me that, too
He lives in the US,
He also did not understood this "desire?"to make things kaput, in society?
You can do your own research, check out the last... say 20 elections? , see what went on, in society, as result of those elections?
Did they build, made the society stronger for those who cant..?
Or did they killed all social safety net works, for those in need?
With the result, a much more troubled society, with a lot of less safety...
Wich results in more violence against women, and elderly, minorities,
Good job done!  amp;  amp;
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