in the last few years I came across a bunch of girls who live on a different level of thinking I wouldnt have met in my previous life. Hot slutty fuck machines who use drugs and love the world they live.
Id just come from a fifteen year thing to now be in a world where girls that look at you and like what they see will fuck you not a problem. they fuck whoever they please and feel no shame. I liked this new world. one day a couple Id met scoring some drugs said they know a girl who would like me and they'll hook me up. she wasnt looking for a relationship and thats all I needed to hear. It had been two years without sex so I was keen. twenty minutes later Nicole walks in. She was nothing like I expected, but we went outside for a cigarette and was clear what was going to happen. She was here to fuck me and I to fuck her. we got along cherry and by 7am next day we were there.
I took her back to mine and before we did anything Nicole says to me some words I'll never forget. She said.. "ok, Im a slut, Ive been a slut for six years, I luv the cock and luv being fucked I luv cum so cum in me on me on my tits in my mouth or in my arse. I'll do whatever you want me to I'll do anything. she pulled her large tits out held them up and said an these are yours. Wow! Id never heard any girl say anything remotely close to this before. Nicole loved being a slut, she can't get enuf. she fucks girls, any number of guys at the same time and has no inhibitions at all. I was taken back at first but it didnt take long before I realised that I liked this girl. I liked that she said and did whatever she liked. same as me.
Nicki liked using meth to have sex which Id never done. Id used meth but not had sex on it. So we had some meth. Wow. Ive never used Viagra but meth amphetamine is the best sex enhancer ever created. We used meth and fucked for three full days an nights. Unheard of before this experience. Meth gives you unlimited sex drive. I mean 72 hours, holey cow. After we had slept for 24 hours and were about to do it all agin Nicki said that in six years Im the first guy shes met that she would go out with. She liked me and I liked her. I loved her free spirit and her unending sex drive and imagination. I said thats awesome, but if your going to fuck other guys can you do it somewhere else? She looked at me funny and said you don't understand.. I don't want to be a slut anymore, I want to be YOUR SLUT with a cheeky smile. How special did I feel? I had indeed entered a new world with one of its star representatives and I liked this new place.
Backing that up with, and if I want to fuck another girl thats fine. Shed like to watch and if you want me to fuck her too I will. Do you want to watch me fuck another girl I luv doing that? Holey shit. This was just getting better. Yes please Ive never seen that except in pawn. Nic loved doing another girl so is not just a show for me. to know that my new slutty girl will fulfill any fantasy made me feel high with anticipation. It seriously turned me on.
This new sex machine lived to serve me sexually. to give me whatever I desired and was excited in doing so. Nicki told me if there is any girl I want to fuck that she'll arrange it. she'll talk the girl into it an then watch us fuck. I asked what will you be doing? she'll masturbate and then chime in for the threesome. cool me and two girls now. tick! that was soo hot to watch her getting off with another girl I came well before they did. Nicky told me to cum all over both of them. I did. she liked me a lot and got off making me sexually happy. me popping cherries made her dripping wet.
From meeting Julie an egg, two lesbians that have no conditions on who each other fucks an this awesome girl whos now my own slut I had indeed crossed a Rubicon to a world of complete sexual satisfaction I never dreamed possible. There is no cheating no secrets no shame no jealousy. Its perfect and it works perfectly. I learned to dissolve the feelings regular couples think are fixed and so fatal to happiness. To acknowledge that theres sex and theres love. Sex is fun same as a roller coaster ride. Love is different. And because sex with strangers is fun it shouldnt be immoral or wrong or devastating it should just be fun. Its awesome and horny and makes cumming extraordinary again. I even became comfortable with her fucking other guys.
Watching this girl who so digs fucking me and making me cum, fucking some other guys cock filling her wet pussy with his cum while looking me straight in the eye while is happening was like wow. a new cool Id hadnt felt before. and it was only a change of thinking. simple. that was exhilarating and has changed the outlook of my sex life. fucking is not wrong is just sex. the same sex as before with a twist. this sex is not love or having sex with the person your in love with. A mutual coming together of minds is all it took. partner is getting off just not with me. but is that accurate. Im a part of partner getting off having sex by looking into her eyes. Is that different than watching your partner masturbate with a rubber dick. is hot to watch and really, its another cock inside her pussy an she loving that. Its just that this other cock is made of rubber. Im sure partner is not picturing my dick using that dildo, so is the same. In such a short time I found sexual freedom to happy. A level of happy Id never felt before. A feeling so superior that nothing else in life seemed to matter.
Nicole made a singlet with big writing on it saying "HIS SLUT" an had an arrow pointing left to me. She wore this shopping so everyone would see. She doesnt give a fuck what other people think. She wants people to know. And the looks it received didnt concern me either. They empowered me. Im on a different level from everyone else now. Id become the sex king an Nicole is my sex queen. Im sure guys seeing this as they passed by were secretly envious. In my mind everyone passing us was down at a level of sex loser. Thanku Nicnic you changed my life and my mind for the better.
Nicole and I are close friends now. Is not about sex. We still fuck buddies but we have a deeper appreciation of what true friends are. That connection we made brought change to both of us. For me eliminating expectations and dismissing common beliefs replaced by logic and reason surrounding what happy actually is. For Nicki she likes that shes met a truly nice guy and one who not only likes her, accepts who she is. Nicki moved from that sleazy world where everyone used drugs and only wanted her to fuck her, onto me. A decent guy that really likes her. I transcended from an old world into a better place for all who reach it. Is freedom with happy. a deep happy very few people can understand let alone achieve. And that understanding came from a chance meeting with drug addicted girls while feeling lost and alone on my own.
You are the best my friends. Thanku.
2 comments
Sounds like a good time.
is funny my profile name somewhere else is IveBiggen lol. yeh Nicole changed me. Id been in the same world as everyone else all my life that if you fck someone else youve "cheated" you are "unfaithful" and were getting divorce. To find myself in a world devoid of those words and feelings was and still is very refreshing. Altho Ive been thru a shitstorm last few years Ive come out the other side a free thinker an improved version of me.
Thanks for your comment.
Pic: this Julie with the girlfriend. the coolest chick Ive ever met.