I'm a middle-aged sub gay "boy" who wishes he had a commanding, dominant, nurturing Daddy who could both love me and humiliate me. I'm aroused by being naked in front of fully clothed men (CMNM) especially cowboys, outdoorsmen, businessmen, and other powerful masculine men. Love SPH. Love to be humiliated & laughed at by men for having a small penis and I love for men to watch me masturbate. I have a strong fetish for men in cowboy boots who carry guns and drive big pickups.
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Ma personne idéale :
My ideal Alpha Male is a man with a commanding presence who can both humiliate me and nurture me. He's articulate, conversational and wants to get to know me on a person-to-person basis. He is absolutely a non-smoker (I would only make exceptions for the occasional cigar smoker). He likes to or is willing to wear cowboy boots for me, which is my strongest fetish and the first thing I discovered about my sexuality when i came of age. He likes to wear clothes much of the time when i am naked because he considers his boots, etc. an extension of his Alpa and it emphasizes the power difference between us. He also ideally is the type of guy who drives a truck, shoots guns, is outdoorsy and rugged. I am very turned on by a guy wielding a gun. He enjoys mocking and laughing at my little penis often and how he is a real man and I am not because of that.
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